It is often not enough

Suddenly feels like blogging…and I realized the last blog was more than 6 months ago…wow, you can call it ancient history. Feeling quite down recently, with Sharon’s issue and we met up and had a talk. And she also makes me realize, in a relationship, LOVE is often not enough. I guess a lot of mutual communication is necessary. How to keep a relationship happy? No, nothing big is happening in our relationship, but can there be something wrong? When I ponder upon the relationship, very often, reality struck and I realize there are soo many ups and downs in our relationship. I tried, I really did. But sometimes it is just me, it is who I am, and I am trying to change for him. But I felt it is not reciprocated, not in a mean way of saying he is bad, but sometimes I’ll have that kind of self-pitiness for myself. HAH. Am I trying too hard to make this work that I may be losing myself? Hahha, ok, maybe it is not that dramatic…. just crazy me, thinking in a weird land….